Arggh

Published April 12, 2012 by fitflo

Hippity dippity doo, taper madness can get you too!

Really it has. I can’t sleep, can’t work, I’ve lost weight (yippee!) hubby can do nothing right, I feel emotional… God it’s like PMT in a REALLY bad month. I hate it, I want it over with, I WANT TO RUN A MARATHON NOW!!

I don’t normally like to swear on my blog (which is wierd because I have no qualms about swearing in real life) but I’m making an exception today.

I feel like I am going fucking nuts. I don’t know how I am going to last another 10 days. It’s like 10 christmases ae coming at once…or like I have 10 exams to sit all in the same day…or like someone has thrown me a surprise birthday party at the o2.

Seriously, I think I need to check into the local mental institute. It doesn’t help that work is very stressful. I went for a walk today at lunchtime and thought to myself…what if I don’t go back? If I just keep walking? Or maybe go for a little run…Forrest Gump styleee.

*sigh*

I am having a bit of a headfuck moment, I’m sure it’s down to lack of sleep, stress and the cold/cough I’ve been fighting off for the last week. I’m sure I’ll feel better after the weekend.

Viceathon update

Chocolate eaten – fuckloads. Seriously. I am too ashamed to list everything but I have racked up an astonishing 17 vice miles in the last 6 days which is pretty crap considering I am trying to eat healthily! I was 14 miles in the black and I did 4.5 tonight so, somehow I am still just about in the black with 1.5m. Phew.

Am off to bed now to obsess about the fact that my cough is aactually a chest infection, and dream about missing the coach to the marathon (again) or falling over at mile 14. Good night ! 😉

 

 

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9 comments on “Arggh

  • A perfect description of how I’m feeling, though I’ve had so mug chocolate that I’m not sure even the marathon will get me back in the black. Hang on in there. You can do it.

  • It’s horrible isn’t it. I just want it over now. Last night I dreamed I was running the marathon alongside 4 Spaghetti Cheesestrings. It’s a worry.
    Do you want to run again on Saturday? Shall I come over?
    Just had a bar of chocolate covered marzipan for breakfast!
    xxx

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